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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Monday, September 25, 2006 7:05 PM
i felt like a fool, being used and betrayed by two most important person in my life. today is totally a bad day for me. at the beginning, it was my class who caused me to have low mood. then, my mood improved. but ever since she passed me a letter, i was damn angry and was not able to do anything at all. i felt so useless cause i'm not able to make you open up your heart to tell me everything and therefore, i cannot help you in the way i wanted. i realised that you will hate me to the core now that things have happened to such an extent. just take it as i just by pass your life and never ever entered you life before, i just don't wish to see all of you cry. i'm graduating soon, but your will remain as friends, but i will disappear from your life. so it's better for you guys to stand for one another. i've done my best, and this is all i can do with this little amount of information i know.

i still care for you the way i used to care. but all my care has gone into the drain, because your never show your appreciation at all. i just don't want your life to be in a mess now, just concentrate on your studies will you? i'm sad when i see you cry and yet i can do nothing. each time i see you, i wonder, are you happy? today, i cried very badly. because i hate myself for not being able to do what i want to do. three important people are involved today. all three, including me cried.

i'm no longer the most important person in your life, go ahead and love the one who you love. i'm numb towards feelings lerhs. this school brings forth the sad memories. i wished to stop going to school. in the mean time you can enjoy ur school days without seeing me.. all the best.

HERE WITHOUT YOU
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello

I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me

this songs is what i'm feeling right now. i give up! go ahead and hate me.. i will handle my emotions myself.